Stupid, Gullible West.

February 27, 2007 at 10:51 am (Philosophy: 20th/21st Century, Social)

Apparently Jesus didn’t resurrect, just because there’s 3 names than line up. Fallacy: Appeal to unqualified authority (James Cameron, who, btw, ignores the QUALIFIED authority at the end of the article!) Likewise, the repeated devaluing of *worthy* and *important* evidence (like the biblical account and the common names for that time period) is another fallacy of suppressed evidence. AKA: Propoganda.

But not to be outdone in the states, the continent is ready to claim Communism “works” simply because China’s economy is growing.

Don’t get me started on the logical fallacies involved here! You don’t have a large enough “market share” to make the general claim that it ‘works’. You have to have at LEAST 50% of a significant number! One doesn’t count. Hurley calls this a ‘hasty generalization”, when “a conclusion is drawn from an atypical sample.”

Now, I’m a good skeptic on both fronts, willing to doubt either end of the stick, so how about this reasoning, suggesting I have a fallacy of presumption(like suppressed evidence): “How do we know what is ‘atypical’ or not? Perhaps all previous iterations of ‘communism’ weren’t true to true communist ideals, and FINALLY China is?” Ah, the joys of scepticism. This reasoning may be plausible, but I lack the historical knowledge of the details of the implementation of communism to bring any real conclusion to the matter, but I will say that from what I do know, it sounds like communism is impossible to fully implement, and thereby China isn’t ideally communistic, and hence, the original article’s title instills a fallacy of equivocation, or more likely, the hasty generalization I mentioned earlier, and perhaps, from the stories of the REST of China (quite poor) as compared to the wealthy leaders who AREN’T living on a half cup of rice(this is now an ad hominem argument on my part ;) ), it sure sounds like this propoganda piece is suppressing evidence as well.

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The Americanization of Theology

February 26, 2007 at 1:07 am (Life, my existence, Theology)

So I’m a theology student. Have been for the past, oh 8 years. One thing that drives me up the wall is when Jesus(read: gospel) isn’t the focus nor centre of what we “CHRIST”ians seem to busy ourselves with. It’s amazing how side-tracked we get, and how most ppl don’t seem to notice. I fully understand- you can’t win a battle you’re not fighting. Nor can you win a battle you’re fighting for in the wrong front. (Some will whine here over my use of ‘battle’ language in a war-skepic country. Relax.)

But here in America, we have a tendency driven by our selfish natures and played to by capitalism: gimme what I want now. We’re no longer used to patience, sacrifice and dependence. Now the fun part of this blog: what has this trend done to theology?? What happens if I baptize the Bible into selfish living? This is an impressive feat, since the Bible itself is explicitly a call to self-denial(so much more than that, but it’ll work for now). Well, for starters, you have to edit the plotline. I can’t have my way and not have my way. One has to win out, and if we’re being good Americans, we’ll choose “gimme what i want now.” So any word of change and challenge is right-out. And in comes the “comfort food” theology. Here’s a prime list of “pet theologies” that you won’t have any luck finding in the Bible:

  1. Don’t think too much. It’s dangerous. You’ll lose your faith.
  2. Democrats are the devil.
  3. God wants you to be blessed (rich).
  4. Terrorism = persecution of Christians.
  5. Eastern culture has more ‘evil’ in it(America=promised land).
  6. Jesus is coming back in the next 5-10 years.
  7. The world is only 7k yrs old(it’s a great idea, but the Bible’s hoenstly agnostic on this one!).
  8. Heirarchy of sin (especially homosexuals who are so much more evil than me).
  9. The height of spirituality is praying and reading our Bibles all day long.
  10. The pastor is more holy than the rest of us.
  11. The pastor and missionaries are to do the work.
  12. You’re not saved if you’re not “Ba-yab-tist”(or within your own self-selected group)

Rather than these, what you’re going to find in the Bible is a nice warning against this load of crap. We’re told instead to keep(hold dear, cuz your life depends on it!) to His commands, and to teach others to hold on to ‘em too. Now, if anyone has a problem with me questioning ppl and seeking for their best, it’s evidence once again that america is a lover of herself, not of each other.

Credit where credit is due: She helped me with the list and the idea of this entry ;)

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Jesus=Gospel.

February 25, 2007 at 1:43 am (Life, my existence, Social, Theology)

I’m rapidly coming to the end of my ability to communicate what I want to about living like Christ.

I could whine & complain about how death is a more common word in the New Testament than love, and how nearly everyone around me doesn’t seem to ‘get’ that dying daily isn’t an option. I can understand though. Just how is it that we are to die? Is there a 3 step method? Most ppl are so focused on the material and the doing aspects I think they don’t think about their own soul and the mess that’s usually found there.

Just look at yourself for a second. Ignore the question of “do you like how you live?”, cuz that only works when we’re honest, and have higher expectations out of life than what we get, and honestly, most of us have lowered expectations about what life here can offer us- to the level of minimising even what Jesus can do in this life with it. So look at this question instead: how often do you get angry? how often do you just want something to ‘go your way’? How often do you sigh in resignation about your job/boss/classes/significant other? Now, where do you think those things ‘come from’? Do you think that they are all connected, having a source somewhere? If not, if you think life is just random with nothing ‘there’, then go live your “eat, drink & be merry” life. You’ve condemned yourself already.

But for the fateful few who dare look into themselves, who dare believe beyond their own understanding that “there’s more” than what you see and know, what is it behind all your emotional torment/mishaps? Why are you angry? Why do you fight? Are you hearing yourself inside screaming “I just want ____ (my way)?” Peter demanded it. The rich man felt it inside. What was Jesus’ response? “Listen to me instead of you. Your answer to life isn’t found doing things your way.” What did Jesus challenge these men on? Their piety? Cuz they didn’t read their Bible enough? DOing is NOT the point.

How then do I do as Jesus requires? Listen to Him. Notice your own desires. Be honest. “Jesus, I want ____. What is it that you want? What is it that YOU say about ____? Is ___ apart of Your kingdom, or of mine?” Goodness, if you can’t trust Jesus with your getting upset each day, what CAN you trust Him with?? Isn’t this obedience?

I’m convinced the typical american christian is powerless and weak because he does not live in obedience to Christ because he is not connected to Christ, does not listen to Christ, nor does he want to. I wish this was not the case, but I can’t seem to find any other reason.

Some will then reply to me saying, “but I’ve not heard from Christ, though I’ve tried.” This has been my life too. Usually I’m too stubborn to listen to him shouting about what I don’t want to hear about. I have seen daily that if I do not listen to Him, if I do not submit my will to Him, then He will force His hand to get my attention: my anger will arise, He will show me that I cannot handle myself, that my will and knowledge is not sufficient.

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RE: Thinker’s Lord’s Prayer..

February 18, 2007 at 2:18 am (Life, my existence, Theology)

I’ve been on about this one lately, and showed up elsewhere. Here’s my version of how these 2000 year old words of our Lord and Savior hit me hard daily:

Our Father,

Father has got to be the word with the most meaning for me.. especially being male. Especially having gone through the ‘bitterness’ stage a few years back towards my own dad. But aside from the history, it is what my heart needs.. wants nearly most of all: to know that for each and every way my dad dropped the ball with my emo’s or attention or otherwise is fulfilled in my heavenly father. I can rage and rant, dance and sing. Matters not. He’s cool with what I bring Him. Maybe having “the whole world in his hands” has a way of putting things in perspective. And having His Spirit in me reminds me of the truth I need. Daily.

And yes, it is more than just me. I’m not alone. He’s given me brothers and sisters through Him being my father. And that’s a good thing to have for encouragement back to that truth I get reminded of.

who art in heaven

Sometimes I’ll skip this, “well duh, where else is He?” But putting the philosophical theology aside on the location of heaven (a fav. topic of mine to be agnostic about!) I’m glad he’s in heaven. That’s a good thing to rejoice over. That means there’s more than this planet which drags me down. And in a minute we’ll see that as a good thing too..

Hallowed be thy name!

What? THY name? Not.. my… name.. darn. I like the attention. I like to get the glory/praise for stuff. I like to be the stud. But as much as that may be my first reaction, if I go on living my day like that, I go crazy. My soul affects my emo’s & inside I turn into a writhing knot! Cuz the day doesn’t bow down to me. I fuss & whine like a little 2 year old, “I want MY WAY!!!” but I can do nothing to bring it about so often. And lest I throw myself on the floor at work, screaming and beating my fists on the floor (or being sharp with fellow employees, a jerk, etc etc..) Maybe it IS a good thing His name be exalted. Maybe it is a good thing for me to bow my knee (not physically, but with my emo’s and my will and my decisions.) More on that later.

Thy Kingdom come,

Dangit! Not again! Yes.. THY kingdom.. not.. my ..kingdom. As much as I want things my way, that’s a bad thing.

Thy will be done,

Again! Man, this whole submitting to authority of God is pretty central. Thy will, not my will. That is so hard to say when you feel it hard.. when my emo’s are hurting. And why is it hard? Cuz I’m basically thinking I know best. More often than not, I find myself automatically, subconciously trusting myself. Cuz I’m afraid of God. I don’t think he’s gonna keep me safe. If I feel like a wreck, then I’m seeking to save my life, cuz good golly! I can’t handle another wound coming at me! So I use that as excuse to trust me. No good. It’s trusting me that got my heart hurt/angry/etc in the first place. This is daily! Hourly at times! I’m writing this out now because I know it to be true, but HOW many times do I have to tell myself this truth: Jesus is worthy to be trusted. HIS will is for my good. Even if that means countering my will and fighting against me to break me of my pride. It’ll hurt, but my best life is HIS will.

On earth as it is in heaven.

Yes, heaven, the place where You dwell. Where your will is accomplished, because your rule is absolute. Let me be apart of bringing your will and kingdom to this earth.. today. I believe the 2nd chapter of “The Divine Conspiracy” states this well. God has given me a measure of authority over my life and my day and those things “under” me(that I own/have). What am I doing with those things/ppl? Am I exercising MY will or His will over/with them? That is, am I treating my family, friends, dog, coworkers(less than dogs? KIDDING!), car, house, $ like God would spend it? Am I demonstrating to a watching world what the life of God is like? And isn’t that life of love and truth! Often we have SUCH a misconception about what God would do with those things/ppl in our lives. I’ve dedicated MUCH thought to it (i.e., the rest of my blog!)

Give us this day,

Not tomorrow, not next week, not next year. Today. One day at a time. It’s more than enough.

Our daily bread.

Man may not live on bread alone..so (1) Father, I admit I need today. I’m a mess. And YOU are the solution. Not my will, not my brain’s scheming. and (2) yes, I do need bread. So thank you for giving me the talents and opportunity to provide for myself & those around me. And if I have more than what I need for today, may use it as You would.

And forgive us our sins

Willing to admit I’ve messed up? Not usually. But necessary.

as we forgive those who sin against us.

Elsewhere there’s a crazy story about this. Simply, I’m not allowed to be bitter. To be against someone for my own reasons and purpose. It’s not God’s will, therefore it’s not best for me.

And lead us not into temptation.

Cuz I’ll lead me there well & good enough on my own! O Lord, keep me from myself.

But deliver us from the evil one!

There is an enemy after me. Ready to stop me from all of this I’ve prayed.. even stopping me from praying, whether trying to make me feel that God doesn’t love me or wanna hear from me or that He’s gonna beat me down.. or sending my mind off on other worthelss tracks. Yeah, the one who wants me to live MY will not yours, who will whisper in my ear and convince me that “It’s just you.. I’m not here.” Lies! Damn Lies! That is the death of us all to listen to! Years of my life WASTED on this one belief that each and every thought was my own and not somehow placed in my path like an innocent (sometimes not so much) little piece of candy. “Ooh! Sugar is so TASTY!” (have we forgotten about Edmund in Narnia??)

For thine is the kingdom, power and glory forever and ever.

Well, this is a potential “add in” later than the rest (only in the western greek manuscripts, not the eastern..) But all text-criticism aside, nothing wrong with this confession: Even if I don’t submit to your will, doesn’t matter. You will WILL be accomplished. YOU are God here. And that’s a good thing.

Amen.

A good old fashioned way of saying, “May it be done.” Yes. May I submit. May you be glorified. May you get all the best out of me. And I’ll enjoy it.

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The wisdom of the All-wise God

February 15, 2007 at 4:24 pm (Life, my existence, Social, Theology)

There’s always 2 elements when it comes to “what to do”. (1) What Jesus says and (2) what I think about what Jesus says, especially when what I think Jesus says isn’t what I want Jesus to tell me!

There’s a bad tendency in the church to dissociate Jesus’ (God’s) will from wisdom. As if what God tells you will ALWAYS be irrational.

Likewise, there’s the other boundary that Jesus’ will isn’t personal to you, and He won’t tell you, so you just have to go with the ‘generic’ commands in the Bible about being a “good steward”(I *DO* mean in that to be read in the most mocking voice possible.. anyways..). And Jesus’ will is clearly your own personal benefit, material growth and ultimately “whatever you want to do is cool with him so long as you (1) give $$ to the poor/missionaries/church(and not invest your own life)  (2) send your kids to christian/home school(and not teach them discernment) and (3) go to church just on sunday mornings.

I’d like to propose a “staged” model whereby at first you learn and obey the generic commands of Christ and then he “let’s you in” on the “big picture”(irrational) but that sounds WAAAY too (1) contrived (2) like a cult (3) elitist (“secret knowledge” that I have but you ‘lowly’ don’t).

Jesus didn’t come to create a caste system, quite the opposite. In his coming, a goal of His is unity across the man-made borders.

Well, at the same time that it isn’t about a caste system, it IS about obedience (teach them to obey the commands). And it IS about that faithfulness/obedience with little being rewarded (parable of talents).

But most of us aren’t interested in obedience. I’m usually not! I like my own way thank you very much! I like the plush life of Americana. Listen to Jesus? Why would I do that when I can listen to me & everyone else?! I’ve got options, I don’t need to JUST listen to Jesus.. c’mon now.

I could keep going.. and I probably will..

What concerns me in this moment though is the harm that is done in going outside the boundaries set. Yes, it IS about “listen to Jesus”. Yes, that means even about your house and car. No, I don’t expect you to get it unless you’ve been faithful with the ‘generic’/'little’ commands. Yes, I am crazy.

Say I want to start a church. How am I going to do it? Well, should I go about the maps of the city I wanna start one & see where there’s the least number of churches? Or should I ask God and wait. and wait. and wait. What if I wait for 5 years and I don’t hear anything?

You realize just how many things could be ‘going right/wrong’ here? 1) Why do you even wanna start a church? Who’s idea was it? Your’s or God’s? Sure you may “see a need” and sure that need may well be legitimate in your own eyes. You may even be thinking that you’re “obeying God’s command” by starting a church, cuz after all “didn’t He tell us to spread the gospel?” (and (sarcasm again) OF COURSE gospel=church!)

(2) And what about your role in it? Did God say that He wanted *you* to do this? Or are you “jumping the gun” because “Well, no one else is!” What if God’s plan isn’t about “starting a church” but changing your will to be obedient to Him?

(3) Maybe after all that, He does want you to start a church. Maybe the location isn’t the important part. Did you ask God about what your priorities should be? And whether location is part of that deal? Why do you think He needs to answer your question on your timeline?

But for most of us, it probably isn’t about starting a church. What about choosing a church? Do you base your decision on which church is “most like Starbucks” or which church offers true fellowship around the Word of God and service to the poor, the sick, the weak, the widows? (but oh! I forgot, Starbucks gives to charity and even encourages it’s employees to do so.. maybe I SHOULD model my church-going to Starbucks afterall!!)

I’m not done yet. I started off writing this about the harm involved in over-rational approaches. Let me continue with my church-starting example. What happens if I don’t address any of the above questions and go ahead and pick the location with the least amount of churches in a neighborhood that is ethnically, financially and socially like me? And what happens if I preach to them messages that get me excited? What happens to the perception of Jesus in a whole community of people? Is sacrifice a part of that image? Is obedience part of what they understand christianity to be about? What are the ramifications of a whole nation not understanding the gospel because it’s been propogated by people who have not been lead by God, but by their own ‘wisdom’?

I dare say you get America, and you get Europe. There is no such thing as “no harm no foul” when it comes to living by your own wisdom and living by God’s explicit will for your life. And we won’t have a clue about any of this unless we obey what is already clear. Have you prayed today(since Jesus prayed daily)? Did it match “The Lord’s Prayer” (since that’s how Jesus taught us to pray)?

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Early warning..

February 15, 2007 at 3:36 pm (Uncategorized)

Just to let everyone know, we’ll be switching the clocks around earlier this year.. (which means 1 hr less over some ppl’s spring breaks! <<can’t ya hear all the college kids crying?? I know I am!>>)

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If evolution is microsoft, then ID is linux!

February 15, 2007 at 3:06 pm (Uncategorized)

..and ID needs to build/become Mac OS X.

..and some ppl would say that ID is ‘vaporware‘.

So, here’s to ID’ers who will do more than find an article and say, “See! I told you so!” It’s a funny thing what ID’ers are up to. If evo is creating the “structure” of how scientists think, then ID is the antithesis that keeps nagging & prodding it saying, “Yeah, no- there’s more than what your little idea says.”

Evo is a framework. So is ID. It’s all about which coat rack you hang the data. Sadly, both are ultimately fideistic when it comes to contrary data. Hence the trouble.

For those of you who need an explanation of the title: Microsoft “owns the market” like evo. Linux is a bunch of hacks who’ve made something quicker, better, faster, but isn’t in the market because it doesn’t have the ‘pretty’ factor. Mac OS X has the quicker, better, faster AND the pretty factor. What that means, by analogy is that Evo has the intellectual “market share” but isn’t the “best thing going” & While ID may be the “best thing going” it doesn’t have market share because it isn’t “full fledged”.

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Fumble?? Recovered!!

February 12, 2007 at 3:10 am (Life, my existence, Social, Theology)

So here I am being a good thinker a few days ago and trying to use my brain for the task at hand: understanding how relationships grow.

Well, today I’m again, being a good boy and going to church, and hear a message I usually embrace and adore: “Jesus is enough” (enough for all my fears, questions, issues, thinking, relating, doing, etc. That is, I don’t need to have ‘5 steps to being a better christian’)

Now the centrality of the simple gospel is what I love about my church. But I was a bit concerned today. Was he calling me out on my thinking about relationships the other day? Did I somehow ‘dis’ God by not letting him be the glorious solution to whatever I defined as the problem?

So I got to thinking (duh?!).. mostly while conversing over this with a fellow thinker. If Jesus is all I need for all my issues and problems, then (1) what the heck does that mean and (2) how does that relate to me and my thinking processes? Here’s what we came up with:

  • Jesus knows the details of all of our lives, and is ready/willing/able to communicate to us about what we should be doing in those circumstances. (By ‘communicate’ I refer to John 16.13, and all it entails.)
  • I am human and don’t know all circumstances.
  • My lack of complete knowledge results in generic statements about what I perceive to be ‘normal’ for all ppl reading/hearing me.
  • Therefore, he knows you and your story and what ought be done more than what I can try to generalize, so listen to Jesus not me.

Now, that’s a valid & sound argument in my mind. But I’m not happy with it. Cuz I wanna say that I’ve come up with something here that is profitable (albeit not absolutely applicable). And I wanna say that my mind and thinking can be a God-glorifying enterprise. So I gave it another go:

  • While I don’t know all circumstances, I do know something about my own.
  • While I don’t know all truth, I do know what is communicated to me by Jesus (re: His Spirit/His words while on this planet).
  • God wants our lives to be lived in accordance with truth; this is glorifying to Him.
  • It then is glorifying to Him to understand my circumstances and understand His truth.
  • Furthermore, it is glorifying to Him for me to bring my understanding of my life and His truth into unity in how I choose to live. That is, my life and his truth ‘eclipse’. (Think Venn diagrams..)
  • Therefore, I need to use my rational processes to understand His truth and my circumstances.

Ok, now all that in English: I think. That’s a good thing as long as my thinking is constrained to understanding the elements and details of my life and how it “works” and what I’m doing and why I choose what I do. Likewise my thinking is a good thing in terms of having a coherent view of His truth, and it’s correspondence to my life. That is, I cannot live as Jesus without using my rational process. I can perhaps “look like it” or “pretend”, but I will be acting without understanding/knowledge. I will be little different than a commanded soldier. “Don’t ask questions, just do.”

Now, some will rebut, “Christians are to submit to God’s direction, and yes, should not ‘ask questions’ but should just go ahead and do as commanded clearly! That is what faithfulness is!”

Right.

So much of me wants to scream out towards that mindset, “But you’ll miss the glory of God in knowing Him!” But they would only yell back, “but you’ll miss out on His glory displayed because you have not acted!” So now that that has gotten us nowhere, let me proceed in another vein:

What was presented a minute ago could be setup like this:

  • All God has communicated is commands for His followers.
  • All God’s commands are to be followed by His followers.
  • All God’s commands are clearly understood. “You read it, You do it”
    • As a corollary, “None of God’s commands take intellectual effort to comprehend.”
  • Therefore, none of God’s communication needs nothing more than be acted upon.

If that is all the gospel is, where is Jesus? The whole point of this blog was recovering rationality to christian living in light of “Jesus is all I need.” While I see no need for rationality in the above argument, I do not also see any Jesus, nor need for Him. I only see man acting in his own power.

The sad part about this the above argument is that it is a christianity without ability to communicate with anyone other than those who already know God’s commands. What is to be said to the one who is depressed? Who is addicted to _____? Who keeps up with the Joneses?

Thinking gets people into their messes, yes. That is not a problem with thinking. It’s a problem with prioritising their thinking as a legit problem-solving method in stead of Jesus.

Keeping up with the Joneses is a problem Jesus called out. But what do we do with it? Just “stop it”? That’s an irrational responce. Rationality comes alongside Jesus’ words to the Rich Young Ruler and says, “Your priority is not eternal. Your priority is not Jesus’ glory but your own.”

Depression can have multiple causes, that is truly debated. But for a number of people I know, it has been caused by hearing messages in the back of your head and assuming they’re (1) from within your own mind and (2) truth when they are not.  Rationality comes and understands those 2 points and looks for the solution in Jesus, who has said there is an enemy who comes to kill, steal and destroy (John 10.10, as well as 1 Cor 12.5.)

Rationality is the glue between what I know and do and what someone else says about what I know and do. The solution is always Jesus. My need is always Him. But it takes rational effort to understand my need, and to understand how He is the solution. Do I have to always know how He is the solution? No, but I know Him more by knowing how, and somehow knowing Him is all that matters (Philippians 3).

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What’s good?

February 10, 2007 at 6:30 pm (Philosophy: 20th/21st Century, Theology)

J.S. Mill joined the ranks of the famous with his utilitarian ethical system. “Greatest good is the greatest possible happiness for greatest number of people.”

Now, as much as I hate that, I do love it. I can *DO* something with such a definition. Take the historical alternative: “God is the source of goodness. We learn what good is by what he does.”

Somehow, you just can’t “do” as much with that.  I suppose what I mean is the the usefulness, the pragmatic qualities (i can’t say ‘utility’ like I want, cuz that’ll be a different meaning that JS Mill who I already referenced..) of such a definition are different.

I can extend the Mill’s definition of good- I can think about it and come up with finer uses and get a set of experiences which it prescribes. It’s a scientific definition.

But God’s definition is a blur. We need to know something either about ‘good’ or about ‘God’ to know what I’m saying, lest “Fargishads are mufotu.” (that actually sounds like a few languages.. unintended) The ambiguity in the mind of humanity over God’s nature and actions in this world are the srouce of the lack of easy-extention. But even then were we to select a nature of God of our own mind’s creating, could we not then have a set of experiences which we could say fit under our definition? Sure we could make such an argument, but even that isn’t what ppl are after. Would the argument be sound– corresponding to our daily experiences? Do we really have all the information we need to say “This is the mind of God”?

And that’s where I think most ppl don’t like God, as Biblically portrayed. They can’t “use” him. He’s not science. You can’t extend particulars from His general nature. All you have is a set of historical actions (which many balk at being arbitrary) and a set of statements on morality, relationships, etc. Whaddya do with that? It’s a bunch of particulars, from which the thinker tries to build a general model of, to build a definition of God which we can then “USE” like a good pragmatic. We thinkers just can’t live with a set of unrelated particulars.

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Starbucks owns us..

February 10, 2007 at 4:43 pm (Life, my existence, Social)

This is not about coffee. This is about the creation of an environment.. a bubble around each of us that is so what we want, what we would prefer, what makes us feel comfortable.

What happens when a person gets his own way *only* an *ever*? The kings of past ages did as much. Rome? Late Ancient Israel? Babylon? Were any of these men “quality” in any sort? Were their relationships “whole”? Deep and meaningful? or forced and full of facade?

My presupposition is that selfishness is self-destruction. I get it from my own experience, how while I like to get my way and how I fight for it, but my way doesn’t “work” in reality. Frustration comes. But even were I to get my way fully, who would want to be around me? They would have to bow to me and my way. If they are also selfish, they will expect me to bow to them. This is an incongruity. Neither will. Likewise, with my way alone I would only choose what I know. I’ve seen this in the “lower class” of the city.  They only choose what they know and react accordingly. And not like I don’t do the same as well.. but I’ve been exposed to more options.. I’ve been stretched beyond my desire and I have learned more than what I would have chosen, but now I am happier for having learned it. I didn’t get my way, but instead my way changed for what I couldn’t see that which would bring me more happiness than I could have chosen. Beauty through pain kinda stuff.

So what if the world was like Starbux and Lexus? Heated seats, air-conditioned cars, offices and houses.. Would we eat it up? Or would we shrivel and die?

And what if our kids are raised in this environment? We take them to star$ with us, and they see all around us what we fill our lives with. What value judgement will they make when they turn 17? Will it be acceptance of it or rejection?

The hippies rejected the fat cats. The fat cats ran out of $. One set of values (“relationship!!”) mixed with the other (“money!!”) turns into sleek, sexy, low-emissions driving, coffee drinking, detox’ing yoga-moms.

What will this next generation of kids lack that they will scream for? I’m tempted to say, “a challenge.” If we send our kids off to the best schools and send them ’round the world in 3 semesters, what will they miss out on? If they sexed-out when they’re 22 (or maybe it’s 14 by now, who knows?!), then what?

There’s the transitional generation that I’m apart of. Go to Lincoln Park in Chicago. We’re everywhere. We’ve gotten all the world has to offer and made it into cheap trinkets. Work cuz ya hafta, and get strung out & sexed every night. That’s the best to offer, eh? So what of the kids who are looking up to us? Will they laugh in our faces? Or buy stock in our IPO?

Commerce will just keep pushing for us to get more and more of what we want, but will it reach a ‘breaking point’? The hippies and the punks are the great reactionaries. They see all this and live in the low-income housing, dressed in ratty jeans and clothing. Somehow they know. but their morality isn’t any better. They are moved by the truth of identity: do who you are. But their anthropology is scattered as their brain, tattered as their clothes.. Without a full conception-framework of who humans are that precisely corresponds with reality, we will only live a scattered, random human life.

Does materialism, darwinism, commerce give us reason to deny ourselves? Reason to care about another? Some will say yes, in a networked fashion– social contract theory, and all that. That’s method, not reason. “But by that method we attain our reason: selfishness.” Again.. all you want is to live in your box of yourself?

Maybe I’m framing all this wrong, and there’s a false split I’ve setup. But there’s such a concoction of what I truly believe and know and see daily with what I wonder about in these above paragraphs..

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